Node-o-rama

I also have transiting saturn in the 10th. transiting Saturn conjuncting the midheaven was not fun...

I have natal Uranus and natal Pluto conjunct the midheaven. Transiting Saturn was also squaring natal Sun. Last August, I resigned from a great job with the County of Education, then went to Spain to study Spanish. I felt awful with little confidence for most of the time there.  Then moved to Sacramento to attempt finishing a MA Spanish but quit due to massive insecurities, sudden fears that my parents would die, and little confidence in class (I have never quit school for any reasons whatsoever before), I very suddenly quit. I had some interviews after that but barely recognized myself during them - I was quite nervous and performed very poorly. We returned to Santa Barbara in December. Saturn has now moved off the midheaven and Uranus off the IC. So that probably explains why things have quieted down since the summer/fall. It was quite a ride.

So now Saturn is moving forward again and I had one interview. It went well but they haven't called. I'm pretty bummed and we're thinking of moving to Rio to live and work. Saturn will oppose natal Saturn in the 4th soon and Hand says there is increased professional responsibilities with this transit so I remain hopeful that I can get a good teaching job around here. If not, we're outta here!!