my break up and the violent dreams that accompanied this pain

[sonictwin]

i had my intuitions my girl and i were about to split.....night before she broke up with me i had this dream:

i was going through someones computer, reading something i should not have read, i assume because this guy comes 'home' and sees me and puts a gun to my head and pulls the trigger without any hesitation. he shot me in the front center lobe and it was very real: the loud bang of the gunshot, the hot lead traveling through my brain, my loss of vision and i fell over and i knew i was going to die and i accepted it. it happened so fast, and i woke up at 4:44am.

following night she broke up with me... i had this next dream this night:

i wasn't sure if i was in the dream...i think i was but i was almost invisible, just a spectator.... two guys broke into her house, tied her up, stripped her nake and raped her repeatedly. they were holding her for ransom but ended up fleeing, and they stole her laptop.

the first dream......
reading the information i should not be reading happened in real life.....i read her text messages and found out she is still stringing her ex fiance along with "i love you's" i should have broken up with her but i couldn't, i guess it's a blessing she broke up with me.

i knew she was going to break up with me when i had that dream. it was over. a part of me was dead and it had to die. i'm trying my best to move on from this painful experience (the relationship not the dreams)

any idea what the rape dream symbolizes? while we were dating someone did steal her laptop, btw.

thanks to all those who care to respond. i do appreciate being able to share my dreams here.

[Paula]

I hope you have better days ahead, and your dreams become uplifting. I have no idea about the rape dream. I hope it doesn't come true.